Wednesday 16 September 2009

Crossed Fingers


I read my personal diary, which was written long back, some 5-6 years back, and was stuck on this quote,

You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. 

And many more inspirational stuff written randomly, while watching TV, surfing the net, in a bus, sitting in the college canteen. Today things are not the same. The diary was full of incidents that I shared with my beloved. But now things are not the same, rather I am not the same. I have just grown into a tough corporate professional. I still keep my fingers crossed to not encounter any unpleasant indcident. He made me hate love. I dont feel the need for being loved.

I just wanted to tell him how much I still need him, but unfortunately he was a wrong choice, just wanted to convey that, 
When you lied, I still believed you coz you could never be wrong
When you broke my heart, it was your, you did..
I still have mine !!! 

She joted this in her personal diary, and went off to sleep, with crossed fingers!

Author's Note: This is a random verse written with no planning.

8 comments:

  1. A good lesson to those who do not respect the other person's feelings and play this filthy game of breaking hearts..

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  2. good way to put ur thoughts forward.this blog is for anyone and everyone.i could relate to the post wen the author is consoling herself when she is sad and down. everybody does that because they want to live a happy life...

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  3. Great thougt shine i really liked the second quote n its anubhuti postin the coment i dont know why its cumin as anonymous

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  4. Ur other blog conveys the impression that ur a fighter. So I really hope that this blog is actually fiction and ur not actually one of those who has given up on love, just because one guy did not know the meaning and broke ur heart.

    I think everyone goes thru this phase atleast once in life. Either he breaks a heart or his heart gets broken. But one has to learn, move on and love harder the next time.....and everytime...till it works out :)

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  5. Ur other blog conveys the impression that ur a fighter. So I really hope that this blog is actually fiction and ur not actually one of those who has given up on love, just because one guy did not know the meaning and broke ur heart.

    I think everyone goes thru this phase atleast once in life. Either he breaks a heart or his heart gets broken. But one has to learn, move on and love harder the next time.....and everytime...till it works out :)

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  6. "turned down" ruthlessly "rejected" or may be "left alone" ,"dumped" etc etc. Words can be many, essence remains the same.

    why do we crib then?

    has it took all with her/him...is it over. past haunts everyone but no reasons can fill that void once its done.

    accept it....A VOID is itself a void.

    a lot can be said when it comes to matter of heart and love but does it worth? it has ...yes it has that's why for once we all have experienced it. what matter is accepting the fact that when we were into it , it was pure.

    we should not think about mistakes committed by either...because in love there are no mistakes.

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  7. fingers crossed!!

    we all stay with our old memories bcoz its memories which oesnt change when evrything and evrybody else does...!!

    Cheers!!

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